i continually fall in and out of love with you every time we meet. and yet i have no desire to be with you romantically. why is that? how is that you do this to me? we go weeks, months, without seeing each other. but the moment you set foot in this zip code, my heart sinks. i get excited that you are here. i am happy that you call me to tell me that you're here. that you want to see me. and talk to me. what the fuck is my problem?????
god, i really need to stop this. thankfully, after tonight, who knows when exactly the next time i will see you is. or talk to you. but you will still be in my head because i promised to send you a card. but that slight presence of you on my mind is getting pushed to the back burner.
because kelly is coming tomorrow!!!!!!!
and she expressed herself in many different ways
until she lost control again.
and walked upon the edge of no escape
and laughed "i've lost control again."
Thursday, October 9, 2008
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