and she expressed herself in many different ways
until she lost control again.
and walked upon the edge of no escape
and laughed "i've lost control again."

Thursday, April 30, 2009

did i miss 60b?

last night, i had one of the most enjoyable evenings that i have had in quite some time. all thanks to one of dearest friends, the one and only gabrielle kusner. this girl never ceases to amaze me. her beautiful soul and spirit leave me in awe. when i am with her, i feel truly at ease and comfortable. i can honestly say that she is one of the few people in my life that i can wholeheartedly say that about. being able to go out, enjoy a few good beers, and just talk about absolutely anything under the sun, is one of the greatest things in the world. so many times, i find myself spending my time with certain people depending on the mood that i am in, whether that be needing a good laugh, or needing to talk about something that is very serious. with gabe, there is no limitations on my communication with her, i know that our time together will be wonderful no matter what.

nights like last night make me remember the very first time we ever met, when i realized, within those very few moments, that we were meant to be friends. we connected in a way that i have with very few other people. kindred spirits, in a way. over the past 3 1/2 years of our friendship, i have grown to love so many things about this girl, and it feels like i've known her far longer than just that short time. so many memories that i will carry with me that involve our time together, so many things that i don't enjoy to the fullest extent unless they are done, seen, heard, or experienced with her. and i am so immensely thankful for her presence in my life. i do, so dearly, hope that she realizes this.

i love you gabe...my dearest pooty tang. :)

1 comment:

gabrielle said...

oh my gosh i just cried, jesus herman christ honey.

thank you so much for that and for seeing all of that in me :) please know that i feel exactly the same way and i love having outings with you so so much because, as you said, it will always be fun and fulfilling and comfortable and i love sharing those times with you all throughout the year :) (even in the summer, CHA CHING!) thank you so much for all the game plans, laughs, EXPERT advice, and an amazing time (always). i will always love you very much and always be here for you, whether thats as a support system or just to get a beer :)

NOW WOULD YOU QUIT TRYIN' TO BREAK UP WITH ME, YOU'RE ALWAYS TRYIN' TO BREAK UP WITH ME

by the way, your word verification looks like it says bretarded...hahahahahahahaha